Got ensnared by modern fascism

I just read an insightful comment on weissgarnix.de:

Traditional fascism demands order and submission; modern fascism flatters the individuals, furthers the illusion of freedom and self-determination and controls the people mostly nonviolently by conditioning them.
(Tina, comment #111 on “Geht’s noch tiefer” on weissgarnix.de; translation by me)

Why do I post this? I think I got ensnared by this conditioning “new fascism”. My last two years have been about money (working as a freelancer). And the longer this goes, the more about money, and the less about real life. I feel that it makes me dumb, non-creative, conformistic, … . A major sign of this is that this blog has been quiet for so long … “no time to think about life, too busy living”. Huh? Stop this …